Wow, its been so long and so much has happened!!!!

I missed Zaadz! :)

OK! So I moved to Detroit, changed my job and STARTED YOGA TEACHER TRAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Did I already say I was tired? I am so tired!

I'm happy with my relationship, Nia likes her new school ALTHOUGH during swimming lessons she dove into the water and she doesn't know how to swim!!! Yeah...LOL 

I'm doing the yoga training and trying to keep my focus on that...which is extremely hard when I'm doing the cooking and cleaning...and etc BUT! I got my big red S (superwoman) on my 35th Birthday!!! :)

 I have been gone for so long and I just wanted to drop a line to let everyone know I'm still out here and doing my thing!!! :)

Talk to you all tomorrow!

Today I'm in Novi, Michigan working...its nice because there are NO customers! No one has dropped their phone in water and doesn't understand why it isn't working! LOLOL

I tried to do some self work last night. I read a little, did a little work on my financial/credit situation and just tried to take some time out for myself. My parents kept my little love last night so I didn't have to worry about taking her to school and then driving all this way , so of course that left me with some much needed Krista time.

I don't know how I'm going to plan this move that I am making very shortly. I am involved in a relationship with a man who requires as much time as my daughter and, against my planning I'm going to shack up with him as of May 1st. I was trying to put it off until we get married but the money part looks better if we shack up now. only problem is that I have to figure out a way  to divide waking hours into 3rds?!? I'm going to make out a plan of attack today, it really needs to be addressed.  I would ideally like to wake up at 5am, pray, yoga, meditate and then get ready for work, get Nia ready for school then be out. I can devote 10 hours to my  job but when I get home from work, dinner needs to be prepared. Nia needs time to play with her Mommy and to do her homework...I also need to make sure she's ready for work in the morning, I'm ready for work in the morning and the house is clean (can I get my big red S now???) I'm a woman and it will get done but what I'm going to do with time I need for me is the question...hmmm, I may be back to write more today.

Ok, now I'm getting irritated.

For some reason, it has been SO HARD for me to take time out for my practice! I'm either being Mommy, sister, employee or lover and I have no time for KRISTA! I tried to wake up this morning so I could meditate, pray and do a couple of sun salutations but noooooooo - I EVEN WENT TO BED BEFORE 10PM!!  I don't know what to do, I DO know that I am frazzled and feeling like I'm being pulled about 15 different ways and that is why I'm trying to re-locate my balance but ya know...its just really pissing me off.  I know its my Gemini...I know that, I just need to know how to reign her in so the calm and peaceful Krista can get some mental work done!

I'll try again tomorrow...:(

monday....what a dull sounding day. I long to be rolling over in my bed to the sound of Nia telling me she's hungry and wants some oatmeal :) My love just drove back home and I am wondering how many more times am I going to be able to say goodbye? My daughter is even EXTREMELY attached to him and she hates when he leaves too...My job is talking about transferring me nearer to him and I really hope it goes through!! :